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The Return To Sanity

by James Doesn't Exist

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Heavin 00:35
HEAVIN The Introduction
Origin Myth 02:38
ORIGINAL MYTH This life is gone Yet I cannot escape Bring me from the edge of my madness You cannot expect me To live like I once did I'm sick of waiting of waiting For my savior Eyes around me Watching me inside my own eyes Just let me breathe This is the irony of the creation of all we have Eyes shutting down Listen now To my words And live again I am insane Am I ready To face the light I say I am a king What I really mean Is that I cannot decide On what to be You forced me into this You God damn whore I wasn't ready to decide I can't process what I need to understand of life these days Complications I can't process what I need to understand of life these days Complications all around me Never mind the names I saved you The last time You broke the edge All I ask in return Just use your fucking legs
THE FOUNDATION OF SORTS We can Not face the end of existence With these despondent chains We had our one chance To break free I won't say goodbye To a traitor You raised me as your own And left me evil Come and rip out of your skin It only holds you back Then just sew it up Everyone is judging me They follow with their eyes They think they're clever Those fucking fools Trying to outsmart me My inclination My horrid bias If only you could see Through my mind It leaves us done and bloody Resisting it We ain't your fucking buddies We're fucking this shit up
ANARCHY EVOLUTION The fallen and the bloody Are at my hands I am not what they need Die at my hands Praise this world For its splendor We fucking found what I've wished for I don't need a fucking break From the game I just need to stay in first place This is hard to comprehend I can't understand I Fucking Love Toast It's just corrupt and ruined Find something else to poison Do this for me
ENMITY EXISTS I lived to see the day Where all my friends are dead Victims of suicide Liquor and Sudafed It's time to fuck your face off We are the best at what we do So here's one from me to you Stuck in a rut of normalcy I fucking need it Why don't you follow me Down the fucking hole I've got madness in my brain This is but a symptom of the disease of man I won't be a victim, I'll do the best I can What's wrong for now Tell me what's wrong Truth misplaced My time is of now I will not succumb to greed Believe me I mean no wrong It's just what I've become Look for the signs Look for the signs I left In your own life In your own life Leave Me Alone


GK#103 c&p 2011 karaoke/jde


released October 28, 2011

"The Return To Sanity"

James Doesn't Exist is a project of Nikolai Gawin.

All music written/recorded/played/programmed and mixed by Nikolai.

Recorded and mixed September 2011 in a basement in Illinois.

Album artwork and booklet by Nikolai Gawin.

Additional vocals by Alex Cochran.

Thanks to Emil Gorgioski for the logo.

3D glasses were used in the recording of this album.

This album is dedicated to Lauren Elizabeth Heavin.



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